this is to all those fuckin niggers out there....who should rot...
TEN COMMANDMENTS EBONICS STYLE
1.I'm God. Don't play me.
(I am the Lord thy God, thou shalt not have any other gons before me.)
2. Don't be makin' no hood ornaments and charms outta me, or like me.
(Thou shalt not have any graven images)
3.Don't be callin' me for no reason.
(Tho shalt not use the name of the Lord thy God in vain)
4. Y'all betta be in church on Sunday, and not just the Sundays when it's Mother's day, Easter, and Christmas.
(Remember to keep the Sabbath day holy)
5.Don't dis or cuss out yo momma..and if you know who yo daddy is, don't dis him neither.
( Honor thy father and thy mother)
6.Don't be goin' on no drive bys.
(Tho shalt not kill)
7. Stick to ya own Boo.
(Tho shalt not commit adultery)
8.Don't be borrow'n stuff and don't give it back.
(Tho shalt not sheal)
9. Don't be snitchin' on the otha' man to save your behind.
(Tho shalt not bear false witness against thy brother)
10. Don’t be eyein’ (skeeming) yo homie’s crib, ride, woman, or nuffin.
(Thou shalt not covet anything that belongs to thy brother)
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and now he's saying all this shit and its just...UGH! well i'm just not going to go into it...ok well i just broke it off with him...hes just pissing me off so much i couldn't handle it anymore...ok well anyways....now that i've stopped crying for the most part...lol.............................oh sorry...yeah i've had this thing open since i got home pretty much lol and i haven't been really writing in it. well i broke up with felix today, then he asked me back out...and well...i caved in...decided i'd give it one more chance...even tho i am lesbo...and man it feels kinda..strange..."hey r u bi or straight or lesbo?" "oh i'm lesbo" "oh well r u going out with anyone?" "yeah this guy named felix..." "but i thought you just sai..." yeah.... lol but eh oh well w/e. ok well i just got off the fone with felix and i'm going to bed now....later skanks.
and i REALLY wanted to go but i couldnt b/c my moms being a bitch and wont let me go just b/c i failed a class....EVEN THO I BROUGHT UP MY OTHER GRADES!! WTH!? its SO messed up. i was getting REALLY emo last night b/c i wanted to go so badly...I HAVE TO SEE KEITH!! AND I HAVE TO SEE RAMSEY SO I CAN TALK TO HIM!! GRRR!! ....but their next concert is Feb. 4th at the Gypsy Tea Room in Deep Elm so we'll see...
but then i'm also gonna decorate my room with pictures and stuff...i'm gonna draw all the band members of the goners names on paper and then hang them up....i may do some more of my favorite bands, like OaF, SCB, Better Than Nothing, Catch 22, Streetlight Manifesto...stuff like that lol.i'm trying to make my room as ska/punk/emo as possible lol. right now it looks kinda....preppy lol. grey walls, blue trim, and HOT PINK closet door! lol i know i'm weird. but yeah....blah i gotta think of TONS of bands! lol. 
